Depressed ?

Hell yes....
i dont know where to start .... but one of my friends told
me he had being picking up vibes from me so he asked me
straigth out if i was depressed .... and i think hes rigth
.... i am going downhill .... fast ... expresslane to
depression...
its intence this time i just want to lay down and die

also my horniness went up the roof as it happend .... god i
cant control it when it happends .... and i am still very
worried about me not getting my period ....3-4 weeks after
sex whith a ex and no period ..... it starts to feel like
hell is starting over for me ..... and peapole read my mind
way to easy ... even my stepbrother seems to be able to read
it well at the moment ... and hes like what .... in uk and i
am in sweden for gods sake !

he called me today and told me that he wanted me over
earlyier this year and that i need to stay longer then 2
weeks ... prolly need to stay for 1-2 months

he has everything figured out for me but he forgot one thing
.... to ask me if that is what i want ...

i know what i want ... i want to live a life in peace and
total silence whithout anyone butting in to my life more
then nessesacry (misspelled word who gives a shit english is
my second langue)

i just want to be alone and live my life the way i think is
best for me ... i dont want peapole around to tell me to do
this or that ...

YES i am a EGOIST and a proud one !

~~Marina~~