söndag, juni 26, 2005

a post from another of my blogs

the nigth is a nice thing to experience ! i am most active at nigths if i am asleep on a nigth .... its only becouse i am to worn out to be able to stay awake ...


oh well no more nonsence ! lets get to the dream !
todays dream was a bit ... messy ....

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i stood in a park looking at a fountain ....
i turned around and saw a shadow comming up to me ... it was not a human shadow or a animal shadow .... the shadown dident say anything or do anything but i knew what it was thinking ..... and that scared me .... it was intensivly thinking about destroying me becouse i was a threat to something ... i could feel the shadows emotions as they where my own

suddenly i was in a ligth singing nude on stage ...and a tiny angry horrible male figure came up by my side and told me to shut up becouse i was off key ... and he told me that i should take a closer look at the audience and he also told me i was his property and he could do whatever he whished me to do ... and i did that .... i wasent the only one that was nude ... so i bursted out in songs about hate and rage and told him to shut the #OOPS# up becouse i was just a bit weirded out by the fact that i was nude on stage ....


then i was back at the park whith the really angry shadow .... the shadow tryed to attack me but failed then i was walking hand in hand whith someone i dident reqcognise and he told me i was his love but i knew i was not in love and then he turned in to that shadow and he was REALLY upset ...

and i couldent understand why he was upset so i just walked in to a building closeby and found myself on a field of fire the grass was on fire on that field but it dident hurt me since i dident feel any pain ...
and thats where the key to my mind was .... dont ask me i dont know .. i just know that in that fire grassy field there was a key on the ground somewhere ...

suddenly i was at a lake takeing a swim .... swam across the lake and halfway back i get pulled down under the water to discover that i wasent drowning ... i was able to have my eyes open and i saw this really cute fish ... so i decided to follow it ... i swam after is and found a whole underground city whith only 3 persons alive .... one was everything i ever wanted in looks... and one was everything i wanted in brains and the third one he was just hillarious funny ...
they wanted me to choose one of them and i just froze up ... i cant choose . i needed more time to get to know these 3 guys
so i told them .... no i will not choose if you make me choose i will end up killing myself... becouse no matter who i choose i will always wounder if i made the rigth choise...but they insisted on that i would make my choise now ... and fast...and since i couldent make that choise i ran away as fast as i could and found a way back to the surface i swam in to the land

just to be transported back to the park
whith the shadow that finally cooled down and said .... well done .. you proved your point .... you rather die then to find love ...
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then i woke up extremly confused ....it was way to messy for me to handle ...

//Missy
Creeper