moooody !

i am actully sitting here beeing all moody my mood shifts faster then you can say pancake houses are made of pancakes rigth now i am so full off tension that i dont know if i should lalufh or cry or do both at the same time ... i just cant focus .. my mind is out of controll ...put me to sleep for the next few weeks ... and let me stay alseep during that time ... i need hybernation ... im serious ... i have beeing off all types of meds for a week and a half and now i am flooded whith tension and emotions and its messy ..
i dont know why it is always getting harder to control it when you cant sleep