Behind The Red Velvet Ropes

i spent a couple of houers whith my online friends .... the last nigth in a really loved room
i am sad ... the room went permanently offline as i sat there saying bye to one of the closest friends i made the last few months

that room on camfrog was my haven not heaven .... my haven .... i feelt free in there i could do say think and share my emotions whith persons i liked a lot i could even scream yell sing talk and listnen to great music and be myself and at the same time just be me whithout anyone asking for sex or trying to direct me or telling me to show bodyparts .....

it WAS a friends Room for Friends that had things in common

i am sad becouse i never ran in to a more close bunch of friends on camfrog as the bunch in there

i just whish one more thing out of life rigth now and that is that
YOU as a person take YOUR time and LOOK around .... MAKE a DIFFRANCE in ethier your own life or someone elses life
its not too much of me to ask ....

//Missy
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update !
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At 22:00 pm this nigth i got back online and see´s this !

The Room Decided to supprise me today and actully beeing online again to my happyness !
its like nothing ever happend !

i am happy to be in there on and off !
but i am more happy whith the fact that someone changed his mind and that all and everyone can go back to beeing themselfs once again !

i love these dudes and dudettes !
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