chatting whith a friend

a friend and me talked today ..... (18th of may 2005 explanition is lower down)
( we actully talked a whole lot more i just prefer cutting it up in smaller parts)

Friend :so I think now I know why you're offended by being called a "goth"...
Me :and what is your conclusion ?
Friend : death is all too much of a reality for you....
goth's are sterotypically glorifying death....
it's a mutually exclusive thing... can't glorify what's in your face everyday...
otherwise, you'd be sitting there with pills, a gun, a razor blade in your hand..
I was missing the important piece of the puzzle
I always wondered why you didn't like that word now I know
Me: well what can i say ? i am just human and if i could choose a way i would end up going my own way in the end anyways becouse thats how i do it ... i walk my own path and i am happy whith it
and that is WHY i dont want any lables slapped on me .... i take the day as it comes
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and yes i decided to sneak in old posts among the posts i already have here and i am just going to fill it up whith old posts i have a diary that needs to move over here from last year .... since i intend to remove it completly .....