Merry Christmas !

Christmas Greetings from lil me !

just some new pics

again .... yawns !

Me and my buddy ! the bearded lizzard !

Bondage movie! You're into BSDM (Bondage &
Discipline, Dominance & Submission) and chances
are, you're fond of whips, chains, harnesses,
and tight leather outfits. You like to mix a
little pain with a LOT of pleasure, baby!


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Girls !

Little facts about girls :

When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running through her
mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be
pampered.

When a GIRL says I love you, she means it.

When a GIRL says "i miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

just thinking

What if i never said what i said ...
would it have made a diffrance ?

Would we still be friends ?

does it matter anymore ?

Was i just the inspiration you needed to get your ass out of my way ?

is there or is there not a god ?
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who watches over me now ?
Is my Darkness watching over me as in my dreams ?
is He the one i should bond whith ?
or should i let my Darkling and My Past rule my life ?

I think i need my Darkness ....
I feed on You and you feed on me ...

you figthed off my feverdreams by just been there and saying simple things like ... Hi dont worry too much ill take care of your nigthmares ....

I finally found the person in real life that haunts my dreams... XXXXXXda cant be that far away from katrineholm .... a friend of mine says that your name is Simon.... its a cute name
why have you not shown yourself earlyier ? i had so many conversations whith you in my dreams and never seen your face ... only your eyes ... and your hair and your ears.....

you left me hanging whith questions again ....
i love you more then just as a friend ... you have been haunting my dreams since i was 18.... and i am now 27....
but i still look like i did back then .... life is beautiful.

Jared's Blog

Jared's Blog

Huh ???

Bah !

How Did I survive ?
No fucking clue

Why did i survive ?
Probobly becouse i am evil and its hard to kill evil ppl ?

Will i try again ?
Probobly Yes .... Becouse im to stupid to quit when i am ahead

Am i Stupid ?
Hell YES !

Should i be locked up in a padded Cell ?
OH yes !

i think you need more info then just that ....
i did something bad thursday nigth... and it involved me and my partner and a ex of mine ... it ended whith me crying my heart out .... but really ... i have myself to blame ... groupsex is good ... but when you do it whith your partner that you NEWLY got engaged whith you should be damn careful ... my ex and my partner got a bit to much cosy ... so ... now im single....

i shouldent agreed on the whole thing it would have made me so much happyier ... but as stupid as i am i said .... of course id love to have a threesome whith you and a person you choose ... and of course she HAD to pick one of my ex´es .... she could have choosed ANYONE ... she could even have choosed a male ... but no ... she had to pick someone i no longer like ...


and the whole incident made me loose my mind so i invited a guy over saturday nigth .... he stayed until sunday afternoon ... and we had sex .... after that ... (its tuesday now) i was confused until rigth about .... now ....
But atleast i wont kill myself over it.... ill just avoid relationships .... and go directly for sex instead ....