just thinking

What if i never said what i said ...
would it have made a diffrance ?

Would we still be friends ?

does it matter anymore ?

Was i just the inspiration you needed to get your ass out of my way ?

is there or is there not a god ?
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who watches over me now ?
Is my Darkness watching over me as in my dreams ?
is He the one i should bond whith ?
or should i let my Darkling and My Past rule my life ?

I think i need my Darkness ....
I feed on You and you feed on me ...

you figthed off my feverdreams by just been there and saying simple things like ... Hi dont worry too much ill take care of your nigthmares ....

I finally found the person in real life that haunts my dreams... XXXXXXda cant be that far away from katrineholm .... a friend of mine says that your name is Simon.... its a cute name
why have you not shown yourself earlyier ? i had so many conversations whith you in my dreams and never seen your face ... only your eyes ... and your hair and your ears.....

you left me hanging whith questions again ....
i love you more then just as a friend ... you have been haunting my dreams since i was 18.... and i am now 27....
but i still look like i did back then .... life is beautiful.