Some news

are not always the best news .... for instance today i got something in the mail... i got back some test results for my illness and they want me to come back for more testing and a full health checkup again... and that oftenly means they found something wrong... and that scares me .. a lot

So ... tomorrow ill be spending time at the hospital .... Again...... God when is this going to end ?
i spent more time in a hospital the last 27 years then i have done sleeping and eating ...


//Upset Missy