oh dear !

Im getting paranoid.
Its the last week of my pregnancy. (40 weeks)
And im in constant pain. It hurts like hell..

What if i die ?
What happens then ?
Who will take care of the kid and the man that i love so dearly ?

And what about my pets.. Mister Spock And Miss Troya ? my 2 beloved Ballpythons. who will take care of them ?

And how will life be if i DO survive ?
oh god.... my head is filling up whith questions that i have no real answer to ..

Damn why cant i think straigth.

im Scared.