balcony sky pic !

 
 

i still smoke ciggaretts

 
 

Gretzky The Cat !

 
 

i am running out of topics LOL

 
 

Once again

 
 

another day

 
 

me fot the 40th time or something

 
 

moi !

 
 

Me and fredrik !

 

God i so love this guy !! 

dont come to close i migth bite

 


LOL 

more of ... me

 
 

me !

 
 

*looks around*

its snowing and im haveing a cold ! and a minor outburst downstairs ... still bleeding becouse i cut my legs while shaveing yesterday...fever runny nose headace wants to puke .... even my throat is sore ...

Is this what everyone wants when they say OH sweden is so great they have long winters and lots of snow outside ... do they really understand how cold and nasty it can be outside ?

oh well .... home alone .... and fredrik/ornias wont be home until 6-7 hours and the cute large monstercat gretzky is out hunting birds or something and we have foxes running around at nigth time here we also have moose and wolfs and other forrest creatures up here ... (yes we have foxes around !! there cute)... i think im going back to bed .... i feel ... sick

A poem

Dedicated to My friend Grant who pushed me over the egde of insanity.
(im NOT saying that i am sane now tho LOL)


I am Missy !

i am Missy, Paragon of death and slayer of the nigth.
i ran in to the haunter of the dark
and he left me a permanent mark
like a really bad shark
i was a shadow and now i am free
To see
so i meet Ornias
and fell in love

I am Missy
Ornias is the rigth one
for me i can tell
even tho i been to hell
im happy as a bell

Thank you the haunter of the dark
for giving me the mark
it gave me a whole new spark.
Thank you for giving me the push in to the rigth direction
now i can stare at my own living reflection

the end !

A late Update on my life !

So the 24th of december 2005 i got a email from a guy ...
I never thougth in my wildest dreams that i would meet up whith a guy like him.
Mostly becouse i never imagined that someone like him would ever like someone like me.

We chatted some on msn from the 25th of december .....
The 26th of december is the day where my adventure started ... I left Katrineholm and headed up to Stockholm and meet Fredrik up there..
And we took the train to Nynäshamn.
We had a cosy New Years eve together whith his adorable cat Gretzky.
Then the 4th of january i headed home sad.
I miss him so much.
And yes ... i do belive i am in love and its serious this time.
It feels like someone hit me in my head whith a slegdehammer ... Hard !
I just cant help missing him.
but atleast you can see the pics from yesterdays post...

He also gave me a Cd (a promo/demo cd) and there on my Current playlist on winamp Just to hear Fredrik sing whith his band Svartsyn
makes me happy .... And i miss him..

1. Svartsyn - Terrordemon (4:35)
2. Svartsyn - Bloodline (4:35)
3. Svartsyn - Vampyric Sleep (5:28)
4. Svartsyn - Upon the Throne (4:43)
5. Svartsyn - Great Mysteries of Death (5:14)
6. Svartsyn - Starcursed and Dead (4:50)
7. Svartsyn - From Haunted Depths (5:10)
8. Svartsyn - Witches Dance for Satan (5:31)
9. Svartsyn - Waves of Eternal Darkness (1:04)
10. Svartsyn - Goat Throne (Bonus Track) (7:25)
11. Svartsyn - Throne of the Antichrist (Bonus Track) (6:34)

Pics from My trip to stockholm