muahaha

i am in a weird mood ... something is really wrong and i cant pinpoint it .... i better not try pinpointing it .. i migth be wrong in the end .... the bitter sweet end ....

why do peapole take me for granted ? dont they know i have feelings too ?

why am i always the first one to admit that i made misstakes ....
i never hear the other part/person admit that they made a misstake....

so i must be gullable and stupid in the long run...


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i have a lot on my mind rigth now and it is a bit messy ....
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i spent 13 houers at the hospital .... i skipped meds and got ill ... my kidneys hurted a lot and i was in real pain it hurt so bad that i almost asked my mother to drive me to a vet and put me to sleep ....

thats the last days real part of me you get ....

*hugs and kisses*